In a heartfelt revelation, actor Eric Dane opened up about his experience living with ALS, sharing on Tuesday the emotional and physical tolls this harrowing diagnosis has brought into his life.

The “Euphoria” actor and “Gray’s Anatomy” alum did not shy away from any aspect of the disease as he spoke on a panel hosted by the advocacy organization I am ALS on Giving Tuesday. He became a spokesperson for the nonprofit following his diagnosis with Amyotrophic lateral sclerosis, which he announced in April.

Commonly known as Lou Gehrig’s disease, ALS progressively deteriorates and eradicates motor neurons—those crucial nerve cells in the brain and spinal cord responsible for controlling voluntary muscle movements. When these neurons cease functioning, the muscles they command gradually become paralyzed, leading to a terminal prognosis.

“I have no reason to be in a good spirit at any time, on any given day,” Dane expressed during a virtual panel discussion. “I don’t think anybody would fault me if I decided to retreat to my bedroom, pull the sheets over my head, and spend the next couple of weeks in tears.”

Yet, Dane has uncovered an unexpected inner strength.

Despite losing mobility in his right arm, missing the “Grey’s Anatomy” reunion at the Emmys due to a sudden hospital visit, and managing a complex co-parenting relationship with near-ex Rebecca Gayheart for their children’s well-being, Dane has discovered a resilience within himself that he hadn’t anticipated.

“I was a bit pleasantly taken aback when I realized that I wasn’t inclined to respond in that way, because I fully expected that to be my reaction,” Dane commented on his unexpected resilience. “It’s uplifting for me to realize that I can indeed maintain a buoyant spirit amidst such a daunting challenge.”

He has even returned to acting. In his first role since announcing the diagnosis, Dane played a fireman on the medical drama “Brilliant Minds” who is struggling to tell his family he has ALS. The episode aired on Nov. 24.

It was a physical and emotional challenge, from saying his lines to portraying someone going through the same thing he is, something he’d never done before. But that made the scene so powerful that cast and crew gave him a 10-minute standing ovation after he filmed it.

Dane plans to continue, taking only “ALS-centric parts,” he said, noting that he is grateful he can still work.

“I’m fairly limited in what I can do physically as an actor, but I still have my brain, and I still have my speech,” Dane said.

Beyond that, he simply wants to educate people about the disease.

“I think it’s imperative that I share my journey with as many people as I can, because I don’t feel like my life is about me anymore,” the actor said. “I want to make sure that people are aware of what ALS is and, more importantly, what we can do to combat it and improve the landscape.”

With News Wire Services