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Bella Hadid has revealed she previously had no boundaries ‘sexually, physically’ or ’emotionally’ following unhealthy past relationships.
The model, 25, told how she previously constantly went back to men and women that had abused me.’
Speaking on Victoria’s Secret’s S Voices podcast, the public figure reflected back on tough times in her life in a wide-ranging interview.
Reflective: Bella Hadid has revealed she previously had no boundaries ‘sexually, physically’ or ’emotionally’ following unhealthy past relationships
Without naming names she recalled: ‘I constantly went back to men and also women that had abused me and that’s where the people pleasing came in.’
‘I started not having boundaries – not only sexually, physically, emotionally but then it went into my work space.’
Bella traced it back to her childhood, during which she grew up feeling like a black sheep.
She said: ‘I always felt like my voice was never heard growing up.
Candid: The model, 25, told how she previously constantly went back to men and women that had abused me’
Interview: Speaking on Victoria’s Secret’s S Voices podcast, the public figure reflected back on tough times in her life in a wide-ranging interview (pictured with host Amanda de Cadenet)
Bella, who used to date singer-songwriter The Weeknd, added: ‘I grew up around men – whether that was in relationships or family or whatever that was – where I was constantly told that my voice was less important than their voice.’
Internalizing patterns from adolescence, she carried her nature of staying quiet into her future connections.
‘Then moving into relationships growing up, and not having the boundaries of being able to stick up for myself and have my voice being heard, affected me in my adult relationships very intensely, where my nervous system would crash. It was fight or flight.’
Family life: Bella traced her unhealthy relationships back to her childhood, during which she grew up feeling like a black sheep (pictured with her parents Yolanda and Mohamed Hadid in 2016)
When asked ‘What has brought you back to center and back to yourself in a way that has been helpful and nourishing?’ Bella listed several lifestyle changes.
‘Staying off social media’ was among them. ‘It sounds very cliche but to not have the energy of everyone else and their projections being projected back onto you is one of the most powerful things of all time,’ she said.
The Kin Euphorics co-founder then named therapy, meditation, and exercise as other practices that keep her grounded.
‘It’s a cliche for a reason because it’s a fact that it works,’ she noted.
Past love: Bella dated musician The Weeknd on and off from 2015 to 2019 (pictured in 2016)
Elsewhere in the conversation the fashionista discussed the recent death of the late Louis Vuitton creative director Virgil Abloh.
Bella had one word for the experience of collective grieving over the designer: ‘Painful.’
‘I’m at a loss for words when it comes to this passing,’ she expressed. ‘I miss him a lot but I know that he left us with so much,’ Bella said about the loss of her friend.
Mourning: Elsewhere in the conversation the fashionista discussed the recent death of the late Louis Vuitton creative director Virgil Abloh
As for future endeavors, Bella teased that she’s been working on designing.
She said: ‘I have three collections I’m designing with separate companies. It’s also for girls and boys. I don’t design for one person.
Without giving away much detail she said the first collection could come out ‘maybe in the next six months. I could probably give you more information in February.’
In the mean time she said she’s ‘super focused’ on her beverage line Kin Euphorics.
New endeavor: Victoria’s Secret launched a podcast called VS Voices in October 2021
Source: dailymail
