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Melissa Rawson‘s twin sons are finally at home after the babies, who were born premature, had a lengthy stay in hospital just before Christmas

And like most new mothers, the former Married At First Sight star has suffered through all the struggles and joys that parenthood brings. 

On Sunday, the 32-year-old revealed her sons, Levi and Tate, have colic, and she has been ‘crying’ over it.  

Welcome home: Melissa Rawson's twin sons are finally at home after the babies, who were born premature, had a lengthy stay in hospital just before Christmas. Melissa is pictured

Welcome home: Melissa Rawson's twin sons are finally at home after the babies, who were born premature, had a lengthy stay in hospital just before Christmas. Melissa is pictured

 Welcome home: Melissa Rawson’s twin sons are finally at home after the babies, who were born premature, had a lengthy stay in hospital just before Christmas. Melissa is pictured 

‘There’s never been a time in your life where you feel like an absolute champion and a total failure at the same time,’ she wrote in an Instagram post. 

‘The sleepless nights turn into sleepless days. You become forgetful, distant… and wonder to yourself, “when will this get easier?”‘

She added:  ‘When colic sets in, you’re matching tears of pain with your baby, wishing you could do anything to relieve theirs. And feeling so unbelievably guilty.’

Hard: Like most new mothers, the former Married At First Sight star has suffered through all the struggles and joys that parenthood brings. On Sunday, the 32-year-old revealed her sons, Levi and Tate, have colic, and she has been 'crying' over it

Hard: Like most new mothers, the former Married At First Sight star has suffered through all the struggles and joys that parenthood brings. On Sunday, the 32-year-old revealed her sons, Levi and Tate, have colic, and she has been 'crying' over it

Hard: Like most new mothers, the former Married At First Sight star has suffered through all the struggles and joys that parenthood brings. On Sunday, the 32-year-old revealed her sons, Levi and Tate, have colic, and she has been ‘crying’ over it

Melissa added that she finds strength looking into her babies’ eyes, adding, ‘You remember that you have never loved anything quite like your baby’. 

In an additional post shared to Instagram Stories, Melissa explained that her baby sons are suffering from colic.   

‘I find it quite unbelievable the lack of research and studies invested in combating colic in babies. Basically all studies (govt and university – not .com sites) show there is no treatment and no cure,’ she wrote.

Oh no: In an additional post shared to Instagram Stories, Melissa explained that her baby sons are suffering from colic

Oh no: In an additional post shared to Instagram Stories, Melissa explained that her baby sons are suffering from colic

Oh no: In an additional post shared to Instagram Stories, Melissa explained that her baby sons are suffering from colic

‘Tate has had colic for five days now and he spends 50 percent of the day screaming (rest of the clay sleeping as he has tuckered himself out) and it is truly heartbreaking as nothing, not even cuddles, relieves him’ she added.  

Last month, Melissa spoke candidly about her sleep deprivation while taking care of her twin boys, who she and her  fiancé Bryce Ruthven, 31, welcomed in October.  

‘The sleep deprivation is just next level,’ she told her followers. ‘You are told by everyone that, ‘enjoy your sleep now, you’re not going to get any sleep when the baby arrives’… and yes that’s very true and I’m aware of that.’ 

‘If you’re planning to have a baby, this should never change your decision about it. You won’t be able to comprehend the sleep issue, I certainly didn’t.’ 

Tired: Last month, Melissa spoke candidly about her sleep deprivation while taking care of her twin boys, who she and her fiancé Bryce Ruthven (left) welcomed in October

Tired: Last month, Melissa spoke candidly about her sleep deprivation while taking care of her twin boys, who she and her fiancé Bryce Ruthven (left) welcomed in October

Tired: Last month, Melissa spoke candidly about her sleep deprivation while taking care of her twin boys, who she and her fiancé Bryce Ruthven (left) welcomed in October 

Source: DailyMail

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