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Thierry Henry has admitted he struggled with depression during his playing career but didn’t feel equipped to confront his mental demons.

The France and Arsenal legend told Steven Bartlett in a powerful interview he spent his Covid-19 isolation in Montreal ‘crying every day’ and linked his issues back to a traumatic childhood.

Henry, 46, who currently coaches the France under-21 team, said his father Antoine constantly criticised his performances on the football pitch as a child.

‘Throughout my career, I must have been in depression,’ he told Bartlett’s The Diary Of A CEO show.

Arsenal and France legend Thierry Henry has revealed on Steven Bartlett's Diary Of A CEO show how he battled depression during his playing career after a traumatic childhood

Arsenal and France legend Thierry Henry has revealed on Steven Bartlett’s Diary Of A CEO show how he battled depression during his playing career after a traumatic childhood

Henry admitted he only felt able to confront his mental demons once he'd finished playing

Henry admitted he only felt able to confront his mental demons once he’d finished playing

The 46-year-old spoke out in a powerful interview with Bartlett on his Diary Of A CEO show

The 46-year-old spoke out in a powerful interview with Bartlett on his Diary Of A CEO show

‘Did I know it? No. Did I do something about it? Obviously no. But I had adapted in a certain way.

‘I was lying for a very long time because society wasn’t ready to hear what I had to say.’

Henry says he spent his childhood trying to please his father and then his entire playing career trying to please others, comparing it to wearing a ‘cape’.

It was only when football ground to a halt during lockdown in 2020 and he was stranded in Montreal thousands of miles from his family, that Henry acknowledged his mental health demons.

‘Everything came at once, especially during the Covid time,’ he said.

‘I knew it before but I was lying to myself. I was making sure those feelings weren’t going too far, I put the ‘cape’ on. But when you’re not a player anymore, you can’t put that ‘cape’ on anymore.

‘We tend to run instead of facing our problems, that is what we do all the time. We try to stay busy, we try to avoid the problem or not think about it.

‘Covid happened and I asked ‘why are you running, what are you doing?’ I was isolated and not being able to see my kids for a year was tough. I don’t even need to explain that one.

Henry enjoyed a hugely successful career, including World Cup victory with France in 1998

Henry enjoyed a hugely successful career, including World Cup victory with France in 1998

‘Something like that had to happen to me to understand vulnerability, empathy, crying. Understand that emotions are emotions. Anger is normal but don’t become angry. Jealousy is normal but don’t become jealous.

‘I was crying almost every day for no reason, tears were coming. I don’t know why but maybe they were waiting for a very long time.

‘I don’t know whether that needed to come out. It was weird, but in a good way. There was stuff I couldn’t control and I didn’t try to.

He was part of Arsenal's 2003-04 Invincibles and became their all-time leading scorer

He was part of Arsenal’s 2003-04 Invincibles and became their all-time leading scorer

‘You have been told since you’re young, whether at home or in your job, “don’t be that guy, don’t show you’re vulnerable. If you cry, what are they going to think?”

‘I was crying but, technically, it was the young Thierry crying. He was crying for everything he didn’t get.’

Henry recalled a story from when his teenage years when he scored six goals in a 6-0 victory for his junior team and yet his father was still not satisfied.

‘I was 15 and you can already see if someone is good or not good. We won 6-0 and I scored six goals,’ he said.

‘I knew the aura of my dad, I could tell if the man was happy or not.

‘I turned around, I can tell you from any posture whether he was happy or not happy. We arrived in the car, there is silence. I am like, shall I talk or not talk? That was how we were.

‘He said: “Are you happy?” Should I answer? “Yeah”. “Yeah but you shouldn’t be because you missed that goal, missed that cross, whatever.”

‘We arrived at my mum’s house, I’m walking like this [head down] and she asked: “Did you lose?’ It was often like that.”‘

Henry said he had an epiphany when the time came to return to Montreal after he’d spent time with his children once lockdown restrictions had been eased.

It led to him giving up the head coach role with MLS club CF Montreal ahead of the 2021 season.

Henry traced his mental health issues back to his childhood, where his father constantly criticised his performances on the football pitch, even if he played brilliantly

Henry traced his mental health issues back to his childhood, where his father constantly criticised his performances on the football pitch, even if he played brilliantly

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‘I was about to leave again, I said bye to my kids. Next thing you know, I put my bags down and everyone starts to cry,’ he recalled.

‘From the nanny to my girlfriend to the kids. For the first time, because at that moment it was the little me that felt it, I am like “oh, they see me”. Not the football player, not the accolades, I felt human.

‘They were crying for me. I felt it for the first time then and the little me, for the first time, got fed with love. I put my bags down, I stayed and I stopped coaching in Montreal. “What am I doing?”

‘They love Thierry, not Thierry Henry. For the first time I felt human. They saw me the human being and it felt nice.’

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