In 2025, the gripping SBS series “Gone Missing” takes viewers through unsettling stories of disappearance as it investigates the perplexing case of Liesl, a 23-year-old who vanished without a trace. This chilling episode marks the last known sighting of Liesl alive, leaving friends and family in a state of turmoil.

The subsequent trial, held in the Supreme Court in 2022, was a marathon legal battle spanning 68 days. As a seasoned journalist, I attended nearly every session, observing the proceedings with a keen eye on the accused. The lengthy trial was a harrowing experience, yet it ended with no insight into the judge’s final decision, leaving me and others involved with a sense of unresolved anticipation.

In coping with Liesl’s disappearance, I often turn to social media, sharing my thoughts and memories. These posts serve as a cathartic outlet, helping me navigate the overwhelming emotions that arise whenever I reflect on her absence. The act of sharing her story brings back a flood of memories, keeping her spirit alive in the hearts of those who knew her.

I would never know

Liesl was 23 years old when she went missing. Source: Supplied

The judge-alone Supreme Court trial in 2022 lasted for 68 days. I was there for almost all of them, watching him.

I was devastated: I would never know what the judge had decided.

Continuing the search

I also post when I’m feeling lost without her; this makes memories flood back.

Sandi says her daughter had a strong connection with horses. Source: Supplied

Despite her teeth chattering and her lips going blue, Leisl would swim in the pool during the winter months.

But she never got to see the foal.

There is never closure

I know the void in my heart will never be filled.

Not knowing the judge’s decision still weighs on my mind.

Where is the endpoint?