In Brief
- The handwritten note was said to have been discovered by Jeffrey Epstein’s former cellmate.
- The unauthenticated letter is ostensibly from Epstein’s unsuccessful suicide attempt in July 2019.
Content Warning: This article discusses suicide.
A U.S. judge has unveiled a document believed to be a suicide note penned by the late convicted sex offender Jeffrey Epstein.
Discovered by Epstein’s former cellmate, the handwritten note was made public on Wednesday. It had been kept in a courthouse vault for almost five years due to an unrelated legal matter.
Judge Kenneth Karas of the U.S. District Court in White Plains, New York, authorized the release of the note. This decision followed a request from The New York Times to unseal it, alongside other documents, in a case concerning Epstein’s cellmate, Nicholas Tartaglione.
In his ruling, Judge Karas stated, “No party has identified any competing consideration that would justify sealing the Note.”
Karas further explained that legal precedents indicate that the privacy rights of deceased individuals, like Epstein, are significantly diminished, and releasing such information is unlikely to cause “concrete harm.”
The letter, which is handwritten on lined paper and has not been authenticated, dates to what was believed to be Epstein’s unsuccessful suicide attempt in July 2019, less than two weeks before he died.
Few people had known about the note until Tartaglione, a former police officer who is serving a life sentence for killing four people, mentioned it on a podcast last year.
The Times newspaper reported the note was never seen by federal investigators and was absent from millions of Epstein-related documents recently released by the US Justice Department.
Tartaglione claimed he discovered it in a book in his cell after Epstein was found after the suicide attempt on 23 July 2019.
“They investigated me for month — found nothing!!! So 15 year old charges resulted,” said the short note, which is hard to decipher in some places.
“It is a treat to be able to choose” the “time to say goodbye,” the note continues. “Watcha want me to do — Bust out cryin!!”
“NO FUN,” it concludes, with those words underlined. “NOT WORTH IT!!”
Epstein’s name is not mentioned in the note, which is not signed.
Officials said they found a handwritten note in Epstein’s cell at the time of his death, but that it didn’t appear to be a suicide note.
Rather, they said, it appeared to be a list of grievances about conditions at the jail, including about food, showers and the presence of bugs.
Epstein was found dead in his cell at the Metropolitan Correctional Centre, a federal jail in Manhattan, on 10 August 2019 while awaiting trial on sex trafficking charges.
The medical examiner ruled it a suicide and authorities have pointed to a series of missteps by jail personnel — including browsing the internet and sleeping when they should’ve been checking on Epstein — for allowing him to take his own life.
Readers seeking crisis support can ring Lifeline on 13 11 14 or text 0477 13 11 14, the Suicide Call Back Service on 1300 659 467 and Kids Helpline on 1800 55 1800 (for young people aged up to 25). More information and support with mental health is available at beyondblue.org.au and on 1300 22 4636.
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